Hey Iris, this is your cousin here.
Dont be disheartened. Sometimes, life has its ups and downs.
Just ride with life, like a roller coaster.
You'll soon enjoy it.
Thinking of ending your life is not a solution. If you map it out, it prolly' has more cons then pros.
Hence, I guess what you really should do is to really think of the best way.
Smile, for im always here for you! :D