hais . 

So many things happened lately ,

haish , don knw wanna post bout it on9 or ?

I don knw wad i shld do ,

I don wanna lost a brother bcoz of tis ,

I knw im in the wrong for not tellin eu the truth , 

Bt i hab already apologize plenty of time ,

Wad do you wan mi to do ?

i wanna knw if whether you are still gonna be my brother ?

or are eu goin call this sbr off , 

i don knw ,

I wanna knw the answer ,

Bt do eu care ?

I knw i hurt eu ,

Im sry , im reali sry ,

I wanna forget the date : 050310 !

I wanna , 

Its a kinda sad date ,

I wanna forget it ,

Cn i end my life ?

hais ,

i decided not to tell anione bout this ,

Bt idiot ,

sumone told alan , and alan is sad,

And who the freakin hell told him that i like him ,

Fuck off lah ,

Imma sad ,

Alan angry le ,

Sian ,

i hab hurt alan heart ..

Alan ,

Sry lah , jie didnt mean to hurt eu , don be sad pls , i knw eu trust mi alot , seriously , imma sry ,
I promise eu that i will not keep any secrets from eu ,
Btw , its nt that jie don wanna tell eu , its that jie very hard to tell ,
hais , i jus got to say sry , and im reali reali reali sad lol ,
Sry , :(

IHATETHEFREAKINBUSTARDWHOWROTEHISNAMEONTHEBOARDTODAY ,

FREAKOFFMAN ! IDIOTIC ASREHOLDE ,