Hey Iris, this is your cousin here.
Dont be disheartened. Sometimes, life has its ups and downs.
Just ride with life, like a roller coaster.
You'll soon enjoy it.
Thinking of ending your life is not a solution. If you map it out, it prolly' has more cons then pros.
Hence, I guess what you really should do is to really think of the best way.
Smile, for im always here for you! :D

hais . 

So many things happened lately ,

haish , don knw wanna post bout it on9 or ?

I don knw wad i shld do ,

I don wanna lost a brother bcoz of tis ,

I knw im in the wrong for not tellin eu the truth , 

Bt i hab already apologize plenty of time ,

Wad do you wan mi to do ?

i wanna knw if whether you are still gonna be my brother ?

or are eu goin call this sbr off , 

i don knw ,

I wanna knw the answer ,

Bt do eu care ?

I knw i hurt eu ,

Im sry , im reali sry ,

I wanna forget the date : 050310 !

I wanna , 

Its a kinda sad date ,

I wanna forget it ,

Cn i end my life ?